I think everything is a little too organized in your life. Everything has to be exactly in it's place, or else you freak out. Why worry all weekend over something (one thing!) not being exactly where you want it, when there is absolutely nothing you can do about it. You don't control your future, change is the only constant. Just go with it. Deal with your own mortality and just be. I'm sorry that things have happened before, but they happen all the time, to everyone. Life sucks sometimes, but if you don't deal with it, you will never be able to be truly happy in anything that you do.
Randomness. I was born in Connecticut, raised in Texas, spent half a decade in Alabama, and ended up right back in Texas. I'm a big dork. I like dancing around in front of the mirror. I read a lot. I'm working a novel, sorta. I enjoy talking politics and religion. I've been a server, tutor, barista, farmer and am now working on adding a receptionist knot to my belt. I love my family. I'm an uncle. I heart all kinds of music. I spend most of my day sitting around thinking. I so wish I was a hippie. I'm probably too nice. I'm a good listener. I don't like money. I don't make plans.